Is Christmas Eve... but No Min for me today. -_-

I heart Christmas Tree and no reason for loving it......

I know today is Christmas Eve... but unsure why i merely feel depressed today.. ~extreme demoralising mood~ I shedded tears just now listening to DBSK and ShiNee songs thought some are r&b and pop songs... is not relating to work thought but just feel is a forlorn Christmas eve for me.... -_-

Surfting net as usual browsing thru all DBSK lastest stuffs and aish I weep Again when i saw Changmin's face.... *unexplainable~ Why has to be Min.. i tried to hold back the tears ~rmb the song "Don't cry my lover" but Nooooo tears merely tickling down ... AISH ok needs to brick myself for evoking such a SAD song... and aish thanks for the cold weather too...

Just feel like today seems to be the end of the world..... *Enormous sigh*

So sorrie No Minnie for me today...i merely want YJ. ~ok i tend to be fainted by Min's smirk gifs yesterday and today is utterly different story~ -__________-

Alright, so tried my best to switch my focus to my beloved Yunjae instead... rewatching all the YJ clips to cheer up myself... *Brighten a bit*

And i rmb i can watch and listen to e HAHAHA song... "Lalala Chingu ya......"

Alright, i laughed a tad..... for the dorky boys.

credit: TOHOMARY & sharingyoochun@wordpress @ LJ

Hope tml will everything will turn up good as is my fav festive season for the whole year.... thought is only one day.........

And i heart Christmas ~thought i am not a Christian~ than Chinese New Year...
I just unsure why i loathe CNY thought some sd i can get red packets but every year seems to be the same thingie to me... visiting relatives, all e CNY foodies.

Thought both seasons there are red colours ~oh Cass~ *bricks* XD

P/S Dear Santa, pls cheer me up tml.